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Carlene Tan Li Xuan
11th July 1988.
Currently 23+.
Studied in St. Anthony's Canossian Primary and Secondary School,
SRJC (first 3 months),
TPJC, NUS FASS (econs).
loves family, friends, chocs, western desserts, yellow, etc etc.

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Saturday, March 22, 2008
My week:

Mon:
- sold cheesecake in the morning for ENS bazaar
- went out with kr
- had lunch at Hog's Breath Cafe at Vivocity (GO TRY!!!!)
- e set lunch is really pretty worth it, i hope it stays so more of us can go enjoy.
- check out their website at http://www.hogsbreath.com.sg/index.php?option=com_content&task=blogcategory&id=13&Itemid=27!!! ^.^

Tues:
- sold Mrs Fields cookies for ENS bazaar
- boring rest of the day

Fast forward to Thurs:
- met SAC 4/7 girls currently in NUS for lunch at engine canteen
- was kinda late, really sorry bout that.. =S
- met kr for dinner at botak jones at bedok (LOVE THE FISH!!!!) haha...

Fri:
- had Teppanyaki lunch at Sakae in Century Square cause my dad's really good friend was back from Vietnam for a few days (he's a Singaporean just that he decided to retire in Vietnam). Saw his Vietnamese gf. Amazed.
- Headed to Changi Beach Club (got kr along too!! YEAH!!)
- Played pool for an hour or so, then headed to KTV room where we sang for 3 hours.
- kr said I sounded not too bad cause the mike got "zheng"(however you spell it) which means its been modified to make one sound more resonant. Can't help but agree. Haha..
- Had dinner at Big Eater (again) but the food is good. I personally like it. =)

Alright, that's about all....
Now its time to rant again.
Have you ever feel conflicted by expectations vs kind-will?
Wierd combi? Here's how I got it.
I guess expectations are inevitable in a relationship but what happens when you hope these expectations are met but not want to inconvenience the other party?
For example, I'm currently home now, a few hours ago, i actually wanted to head down to my house Macs to study. But as you all know, i HATE doing things alone and so I really wanted company. So of course kr was the first thing that came to my mind. Then I thought again, if he goes down, I'll just be wasting his resting time and besides, he has nothing much to do. Thus started my topic of conflict. He said he didn't mind going down with me which I really wanted him to do but I really felt bad if he went down with me cause I'd be narrowing his sleeping hours. Anyhow, we kind of agued a little (can't deny I'm at fault) and I said I think I better start being independent if not find someone else who was willing to study with me.
He said "orh, goodnight" and hung up.
Hence, I thought he'd be pretty upset and can't sleep.
Was wrong BIG TIME.
Smsed him awhile later asking if he would accompany me down for a few hours cause I've not showered and didn't intend to until later.
Guess what.
He was already asleep.
HAHA.
Stupidity.
And here I was worried.
ARGH.
He did call to ask how long I wanted to stay downstairs but when I heard that tone of voice, I could immediately tell he was asleep, so how can I just pull him out of bed to accompany me while I mug right???
This ends my super summarized story.
We argued about a few other stuff before this but I realise its my fault lar, but this sleeping incident is kind of uspetting me. I mean like. ARGGHHHHHHH.

I therefore concluded that I think I've watched too much Korean dramas, soooo looking for that kind of fairytale like where I say "its ok" but things still meet my expectations somehow. Guess that's reel life for me.

*sigh*